ironic you mention that: a friend of mine unbenounced to me sent my h a msg on myspace. basically telling h that he was a loser, to leave me alone and that he and i were together.

why is it taht jealous has to be amotivating factor? i swear my h thinks i will be waiting for him forever and maybe his curious at this point and maybe threatened that some1 else would be interested in me, but not enough at this point for him to make real contact.

i do believe that he will make contact, i fear it and welcome it. it's like after my life is all put back together he's going to show up be interested and put me on a rollercoaster again.

i can only imagine that when my niece caught him driving by that was not his first time doing so. what would he have done if i was outside? what would have i done?


Me 40 H 30
D19 previous marriage, d3 and s10months
H walked out nov 1, 2009
Seperated ever since
filed for d nov 2010, served h 12-22-10