my story adventures of a WAW!

[buenosuerte]

Over a month ago i was a serious wreck, i'm much better now. probably has to do with working out again. i used to be a 6 day a week 2 hours a day work out gym rat and runner. i've managed to loose 49 lbs since my girl was born and actually went dancing a few weekends ago. shaky about the going out but feel i have taken control back of my life. my younges d is very happy - well not when i try to leave her for an hr a day, but that is a process as well.

i really don't understand how we tried for months to get pregnant, he was so excited and doting when she was born that he can let this precious time pass. about 2 months ago he asked me for a picture of her, i asked why, he said so then maybe he could miss her. boy after typing that it sounds horrible. i think i'm stupid to have faith in him after reading that back. i have a few more weeks maybe a month before i have to decide a few other things that will changer her and my lives...