Yes, H's name and mine are both on the mortage. And why wouldn't it be, you know? We picked out this house together and were a happily married couple when we bought it. How would I have known that things were going to turn sour.

When I say that I am waiting for my H's decision. I am talking about today. At 5pm. I am not waiting any longer. I think it is okay for me not to have a life or a PMA or all that stuff for a few more hours.

I am prepared for the worst. I have started packing my stuff already. And I will go to a lawyer on Monday to start seperating thing legally.

This is just so painful. I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my cheast right now. I didn't know it was humanly possible to be in so much emotional pain.

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08