Yes the drinking is only a problem as it gets the head thinking the wrong things, but then doesn't stop at that and wants the answers.
Yeah, I'm doing all the dad stuff all the time and it's for me, not as a chore to show W at all. I just didn't realise how much I enjoyed it before so wouldn't do it as much. Glad I've got that out of this.
Still got knots in my tummy tonight, but had a reasonable day considering. W seems to more ok with last night now and I have apologised and even got her flowers.
Seems to be back to as was, but time will tell.
Just hoping I can get to kip tonight as really need a decent nights kip.