We can maybe learn from each other then, hopeful4her.
I want to try, I want us to be happy, but it's like it "isn't there". THe Om told her that she would end up back with you because he knows she wants to be back with you. I WANT to be back with my H too...soooo badly, but it feels fake. From what people say on here, I need to make sure not to contact the OM in any way and give it time and we will be happy, but I am not sure that is what will happen. I'm very skeptical and I'm going through withdrawals of the "love feelings" I finally found with someone that I never felt with H. I'm going to trust that we cam do this because I want to and I don't want to lose my "family".
I initiated "talk" of divorce because we were just not happy and nothing changed. I want to try again because I think I may be happier with another man right now, but I think I would constantly be sad when I don't see my child every day. So, it's a "lose lose" situation, I might as well try for my marriage. I also believe that my H is a good man, so if we can just "fix" what's missing then everything will be great.
