Hi well, they've gone on their trip. I miss them already! This will be the longest time spent without seeing either of them in 10 years. I've either been without H or D but never both of them at the same time. The longest I've ever been without D is when H and I took a 4 day trip 3 years ago.
I asked him to go out to eat last night before they left and we did. Had a nice time. He came back and we washed all the clother together.
I was so sad that I wasn't going on the trip. H said that when D gets bigger we'll all go back to Orlando as a family. He kept telling me that we'll do it as a family. This is so hard. H seems to think that we'll always be a family but what kind of family will we be if he or I remarry? WAS don't seem to get that do they?
So now I have a whole week to myself. I have work to do but I also need to get out of the apartment so I don't miss them so much.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
