Struggling today, really struggling. My worst day so far because of last night and really confused with everything.
Got the pains in my tummy again and not really had them for a while. W gone to BBQ and i'm going in a bit when oldest wakes. I was really looking forward to it, but not sure now. Thought it was going to be a great opportunity to be super dad and show W friends the real me rather than what she has told them so need to get myself sorted out and not ruin that chance.
Might have to go to my mums as I really need a big hug.
