Good morning Sara, its Jeff from St Louis. I've been following your post. Things seem hopeful, then you don't know, he makes a gesture, then is gone and you don't know where, thoughts of what he is doing are racing through your head, maybe things will swing in my favor this weekend.
You are going to drive yourself insane.
I'm no expert Sara, but from what I have seen/read a A with OW is like a drug addiction and it takes a long time to get over and you are posting that the A was just ended in March ?? I don't want you to be where I am, going back and forth between hope and dispare.
What have you been doing for yourself
What 180 stuff are you doing/working on, are you chasing you H or detaching from him. I don't want to be cruel Sara, but small steps, it takes time, don't pursue H, work on yourself, be open to reconciliation, but its H that must make the move to reconcile and help you get back to the point that you can trust him again.
Please don't get upset with me, I'm just calling it like I see it and I would like others on this site to tell me if I'm wrong ?
Psalm 23 (English Standard Version)
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
Trying to stay happy as my heart gets ripped out. Looking for love and affection (getting little or none)
M45 W41 M10 years D9, D6, D6, S5 2 Dogs and 1 Cat OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 and still going ??? MY POST
