yep kinda spinning....taking a tough stance seems like against everything i tried to change. putting up with it well it hurts, i just want him to want me thats all. I want him to want to close that chapter. sometimes i think i want to tell him i love him but i cant be in love with him like this.
i reminded him just matter of factly he had 20 days left. well uhm there was no way he could legally do that blah blah...i told him if he had said something april 1st this wouldnt be an issue. well he thought i understood about the rent situation and agreed to let him rent the apts...no ididnt i just listend to his spiel thats all.....so know hes come up with the end of june...yeah right i said...it aint happening and you know it. it will be july and he will have been home a year and she will still be here....he doesnt think so...idiot. maybe i will find a place to stay.
Me 53 H 51 OW 25 Bomb may 06 left june 8/ 06 ILYBNILWY (twice!) 7/6/07 H wants to come home 7/21/07 H comes home 7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW now piecing in earnest
