Just read last nights post which explains why I can't remember exactly what happened. A little drunk. anyway, I relatively calmly asked questions but did do a bit of begging and reasoning, which I know was the wrong thing to do, but my paranoia got the best of me.
It did help me a bit but drove my W further away and she says she knows a lawyer and will go to them on Monday to start the ball rolling. Also turns out that, as expected, her friends are in no way encouraging her to work at her M and actually encouraging her to get the D. These are friends that really don't know me and obviously only know W side of sitch, which I did point out.
I have apologised directly afterwards and then again since this morning as my W said I was bang out of order. Will try and revert back to as was today.
Oh, I'm stupid I know, but feel strangely better for the chat. I may retunr to explain more later, but bit hungover and not all clear but remembering more as I type. Also, by then, I might have more of a feel of the 'aftermath' as W currently still in bed.
I love her dearly and so want to be given the chance to make my M work that my paranoia kicks in !!! ARRRGGGHHH Just don't understand why she won't give it a chance and is so fighting it
