buenosuerte~ I've been trying to read up on your sitch, one suggestion!Try to just keep one thread active !!! it's hard to track what all is going on when you have 3 active topics in a category!! and which one is the one you would like us to post on!!! That being said, I have a few suggestions, detatch, not only for yourself, but for your daughters sake. She deserves a father, but one who is mature and trustworthy. Second, read michelle's books DR/DB, also Gary Chapman, Dr. Phil, Patricia Love all have good relationship reads. Remember patience is key, and you can only control yourself. I know you said you're not sure if you believe in God or not, but joining a church would be a good place for you to meet friends. Don't stop at one go to a couple different faiths and see what each one has to offer, see which one fits you the best. Sometime find Joel Osteen on TV, I really like him, he's positive and upbeat, he will make you a believer!!
I wish you and your little girl all the best, this is a tough place to be. Stay strong, you can do this, you are doing this.
hugs Christa
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
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