I remember my first day of not crying. It was a milestone. Good for you. I am glad to see that you have the right attitude about your H and his problem. He may come back; he may not. Either way, you are open to it. You are going to be more than fine. Keep making and following your plans and heart.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
