And you are very astute for seeing that my list was an X-avoidance list...
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I love this positive, what do I want, need and deserve approach to the list. Actually, I think one of the affirmations that was recommmended to me went something like: I am (already) loved by a man who... (fill in the blank with the positives that you want).
Unfortunately - I feel so immersed and unable to escape from my life 5 years ago - I have lost perspective. I am so focused on not ending up with another version of The X - I can't see past that... Needless to say I am extremely annoyed that this is still haunting me 5 years later...
I am going to have to call my C again.... I really am so done beating this dead horse - but clearly my gut is being very uncooperative! I need to fire my gut!
