Thank you Lin....I am doing just that. I didnt go back on my word either....

We were at the ball game tonight. I was there first. I had mail for him. I made sure I was on the phone when he came up. I walked up to him while I was talking on the phone and handed him his mail. I kept talking on the phone. That helped me with the awkardness. I sat down on the bleacher and he sat up a couple behind me. Well I didnt intend on holding a conversation with him. But he wanted to. He asked if I had gotten all my work done last night. I just said Yes. Then there were several other times he talked to me about some stuff. Nothing personal, but mostly kids stuff. Then he walks out to the parking lot to smoke a cig and has the nerve to send me a forward text message, it was something about God. I didnt even read all of it. Not that is was about God, but it was my H trying to "make me feel better".

I didnt even acknowledge it. When he left that was the only time I looked him in the eyes. He hugged the kids good bye. Reminded me that he wouldnt be there tomorrow. He asked our son to let him know how the game goes tomorrow. We then looked into each others eyes, he said "seems like there was something I was going to tell you, but I forgot". I just said ok, bye. He walked off.

It wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. I was polite, but only like I would be to a stranger.

I am so glad that I dont have to see or even speak to my H for the next 7 days. He will be out of town.

It will be a great pressure off of me. I dont have to see his truck at the OW's house everyday.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10