hey guys how are you? my name is jerome...i have been married since 2002..but with my wife since 1994...2002 i had lost my job and it took a while for me to get the right job again ( 2005 ) in between that time i had odd jobs...bills wher piling..almost lost our apartment..and two kids...my wife took on everything while i struggled in life.. i never realize the pressure i put on this woman..when i thought about it...now but we are in a zone now..where she goes out and party with women she should not party with...now she met a guy in 2005...i think it was freindly..but with our disagreements..between 2005-current..i think it went somewhere else...i caught things i should not saw...like sex toys...a night gown in her purse...letters that speak indirectly to another man...and i loved her so much..i did not wanna belive it..but i know this is true now...itz sad..we have two girls.. and it is hard to leave..because she is part responsible and part iresponsible..and if i leave my home..i dont know what it would do to my girls...i am a christian..and i belive that you dont quit on your marriage..for better or for worse...they say..this is not the woman i married...and i just wanted to talk to u guys...cause i feel like god is trying to change me into something from this experience....
