Journaling: This spring/summer weather is driving me crazy. I'm wanting so badly to spend the summer with someone (ex would be nice). I'm OK alone in my house or at work but when it's time to take trips, enjoy being outdoors, I miss ex so much. We got together for the first time in the spring, spent a lot of time outdoors when we were together and it just makes my situation more painful. I love summer and it's such a great time to be in love. Do I sound like a teenager? I think, in many ways, I've never grown up.