nutty: I am a Phys Ed teacher and I work out for about 3-4 hours a day with my students. I love to exercise and to be in better shape than I was when I left high school.
Jack & Nutty: I have changed the locks before and H got pissed off, but later he came back to me and that is when H got the new key. Then he left me again and that was when we agreed he would keep a key to see the dog when needed. He wrote notes almost every time he went for a walk w/the dog, but the last 2-3 times he did not. Then, after I got home from GAL last night, I decided I would text about not leaving a note, but before I could - I realized that he did text me earlier in the day and told me he took the dog for a walk and asked me how my vacation to the outer banks was. So I text him back and told him OBX was fun and that I appreciate him telling me when he stops by to see the dog. So, when I got out of work today, I noticed he came by again and left a note that said he walked the dog again, and that my tulips look good in the garden. So I think he got the point. Also, I just realized that earlier today (12:50p.m.) he text me and asked me if I wanted to go for a walk and talk with him after work today. Then he text again at 1:10 and said "sorry, I am full of bad ideas". So he obviously changed his mind about wanting to see me. He does this sort of thing a lot. I havent said anything back to him and I dont know what to say. He has tried to get together with me about 3 times since he last left me in the beginning of march and everytime he texts right back and says he thinks it's a bad idea. I think that he is worried that I have been so distant that I may be with someone else or that I just don't love him anymore. I am surprised to see him coming my way again, It has been two months of agony where we were both very dark. But I have noticed that everytime he has come back to me in the past he starts off by giving compliments and coming to see the dog more often. Then he starts asking to see me a few times, and then he recommits. I dont want to get my hopes up but this is the same pattern all over again. He is definetly curious about me and my life since I usually follow DBing to the "T". DBing definetly helps to bring him back, but for some reason, I cant seem to keep him here when he gets home. I have noticed that since I wrote that letter (but didnt send it), it really has helped me to feel better finally, I have been happy and I just keep telling myself that my H is definetly gonna regret his decision some day and that makes me feel good. I saw an aquaintence that I havent seen in about a year last night and he said the same thing to me that my H will regret this. I guess I am feeling much better these last few days. Thanks for all your good suggestions. TIPPER
