It came about because I was having a hard time finding a job. I started to miss the military. Then I started to think maybe I would be happier if I was not married. I was feeling angry and confused. I started to shut my wife out and not communicate with her. I know it had to hurt her very much. Now I am working again at the job I tried so hard to get and realize that she is far more important than any job. I blamed her unfairly for how I was feeling. I am thinking about switching jobs when I am able to be closer to the family. I just hope it is not too late.
