Rob #9 - Don't Stop Believin'

[Jack_Three_Beans]

Rob,

Thanks.

Yeah a little worried that there might be a re-bomb...but heh. Honest, like you said I know the drill, more importantly, she knows I will not do this again.

Question. It is obvious that you have forgiven her, you couldn't do this without forgiveness. And so have I, I try and look only forward, but sometimes...well ok.

Last week or two weeks ago, I got rid of all the cards up my sleeve. All the emails all the proof of the affair that happened over 2 years ago...

I made the mistake of looking at it, skimming and reading, and got upset. Still bothered by it a little.

Now I have forgiven her, but the reminder...still hurts, has this happened to you. You foolishly look back? And get upset?

I look to the future and things are going AMAZINGLY well. Hell man we are even working on sexual issues...which well lets say that monumental with her.

I know in time.

My mistake was in skimming and reading those things. And not just throwing them out.

So btw are you really this peppy? Or is this as Ian says the board persona? : )

Errr the real question in my rambling was...do you get upset still about the past, I guess no matter why, does it happen to you? Even if it is just a flash a moment even though you and your wife are doing great.