I am going to journal here again... It is a safe place to do it, and I am only in a desprate need of it.
I am going to start working on me again; my PMA,GAL all of it! I have found myself dwelling on things I can do nothing about. I did fix my hair today, make up is on and now I can feel good about how I look! I will not question h when he gets home from school (going to college)...and I will be sweet and up beat! I will not mention the past or even allow myself to think about it. One day at a time, and I think I am ok for now. I will also not work all day on my H's papers for school all weekend. I will make sure I have time for me...JUST ME! Ok...now I said it...Now I have to do it...
