I hope you have a good workout and it takes your minds off things for a little while.
I don't know what to say except that we notice you are sad and miss your kids and we are always here for you. Hell, if I wasn't at at work with no car (since I take public transit) I could be there in 45 minutes to tell them off for you.
No matter what happens with your M, they will always be your kids. And you and H will always be their parents. You will get to be there for a lot.
And ideally, your H will get beat by reality and want to work things out and you won't miss a thing.
Keep your eye on your goals and don't let the doubts get to you.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2