I don't know how to text!! I swear to god!! anyway, tonight, I just plan on having her little bag packed, giving her a big hug and kiss (all the while looking fab), and telling him that I appreciate the fact that he drove here to get her (hour each way).
And then I'll tell them to have a fantastic weekend. That's it.
anything else I should say?
by the way, I DEF. feel a shift this week as my lawyer predicted. This is the first week that he has been out of the house and he calls every day like 6 times "just to see how things are going", accidentially he saw the retainer letter from my lawyer (I had it with the mail and didn't mean for him to see it -- I SWEAR!) and then he started smoking (he never smokes during the day -- ever!) he smoked all day yesterday!!
I don't know, this morning when we spoke briefly and yesterday, I could def. feel something diff. == like he's scared of the real ramifications of all of this. I'm NOT reading into this as if he wants to come home an love me forever,but it's just interesting that when I let unfold, what is to unfold, how he reacts.
