Help Me Act AS IF, Part 5

[newnamenewlife]

Thanks, Ingrid. I am getting better at this stuff. I cry a lot less and my expectations are lowered, though not erased. I tend to vent here when I'm at my lower points, as I guess many of us do.

Yes, the world is a wonderful place. This morning my Ds and I rode our bikes around the park (they are on spring break) and the weather was just gorgeous. Very uplifting. Tonight they are sleeping over at my mom's and I am going out with 2 friends. I didn't even think of asking H to go out with me, but still I was almost in tears after he called from work to ask when I was dropping off the girls. He was only interested in where the car would be when and didn't suggest we do anything together. I still think he's going to come around and want to go out with me --why is that?