I am not even sure I could find anything else that pays better. I just know I haven't looked and I am tired of getting deeper in debt each month. Eventually I won't be able to maintain and then I could be looking at losing my house.

On the other hand this job seems to be fairly secure and what if I leave for one that isn't? I know no gurantees in life.

Sigh, maybe I am just not strong enough yet to take a chance.

Thanks for the support cat. \:\)

It is horrible I hate my neighbors losing their house. They have 3 kids and got a notice from the bank they have 20 days. \:\( The other night they put a deposit on an apartment. I live in a new subdivision and I remember how happy they were to have a house and more room for their kids as they had been living in an apartment previously.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"