No, I liked the rant. Thank you for that. I take constructive criticism good and every now and then I need a slap alongside the head. I am distancing myself a little more. I think I am coming across as needy and wanting physical intimacy. I want her to know that I just want her friendship. I am really interested in how Saturday will go. I think a birthday party and swimming will be good for our relationship. As long as the kids are good, family time is really enjoyable.