Thank you Grace....You are right, when I did talk to him it was like he would string me along in a way. I do almost feel like he has the attitude of "ok, if you dont want to talk to me, have it your way! I wont talk to you then and I wont call the kids"

I guess it does all take time.

Im just sad that it came to this. I did in a way feel better about being friends, but I think it just gave me false hope.

Im scared to death he will "get back at me" by bring the OW to our sons ball game tonight....although I dont think he has the balls to do so! But if he does I will be devastated. I have yet to see them together.

Im just so angry at him...but at the same time I feel like I should call him and apologize to him for being so mean yesterday.

I think I am losing my mind.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10