Hey Barb,

Thank you! I decided my post was too negative to leave. \:\( I saved it so I could read it later myself when I feel a bit better.

Actually after writing it and getting it out I did feel better. \:\)

I know I probably need to take a chance and try to find a different job and see if I can change my life. I just have a lot of fear about doing it. My neighbors next to me are losing their house. I don't want that to be me.

I think now the only really negative influence in my life is the shortfall of income every month. When I am not focused on how much further into debt I am going every month I feel very free and happy. It is a good feeling and a place I would like to stay! \:\)

Thanks again. You are one of the people here that I know would have cared if I hadn't woken up last week.

Hugs!

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"