No fur babies last night but Callie may be coming home today.
My friend N has her as I left her with her before we went to the dog show I ended up in such bad shape during. I was never able to get back and get her and she has just kept her since we knew my surgery was coming up.
My friend S has the other 4 and I talk to her every day to see how they are all doing.
So maybe a fur baby this evening!!
Hope everyone has a great Friday.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
Pam: I just wrote you the longest, most profound, heartfelt response to your post. And you deleted your post. Now I don't have time. Grrrr...
Anyway, I'm glad you are ok. I think you know what you need to do. You need to get rid of that old life, your negative energy and that person who is draining you. And that is not what I wrote - it was long and eloquent but I can't redo it.
Thank you! I decided my post was too negative to leave. I saved it so I could read it later myself when I feel a bit better.
Actually after writing it and getting it out I did feel better.
I know I probably need to take a chance and try to find a different job and see if I can change my life. I just have a lot of fear about doing it. My neighbors next to me are losing their house. I don't want that to be me.
I think now the only really negative influence in my life is the shortfall of income every month. When I am not focused on how much further into debt I am going every month I feel very free and happy. It is a good feeling and a place I would like to stay!
Thanks again. You are one of the people here that I know would have cared if I hadn't woken up last week.
Hugs!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"