Kerry,

I was off by a 1/2 liter of wine. She drinks a 1/2 liter a day, instead of a full liter. However, it is still a lot. She usually keeps herself to one glass of wine if she's going out, so the drinkng and driving isn't too much of an issue, but it is always on my mind as it could be.

Her accident was after work on her way home and she wasn't at fault, so there wasn't any booze involved there. However, I'm truly believing the alcohol and the hysterectomy have everything to do w/ her behavior, attitude, and actions concerning our M.

Please don't get me wrong, I played my part as well, but I'm becomming more and more convinced that the disease has her gripped so tightly that she'll let everything else go before she lets drinking get away from her.

It is sad and there is ZERO I can control out of this situation. I just have to hope she keeps D safe, which in all honesty, she's done in the past and not been behind the wheel when drinking.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08