Thanks guys for posting. I really needed to hear from you.
Ex came over yesterday to drop the baby off. He looked HORRIBLE and very sullen. He also looks like he is losing some of his hair.
He reminded me of a sprinter. He could not leave fast enough again while dropping baby off. He is full of so much shame and guilt it almost made me cry. He barely could say "Hi" to me.
He is much nicer to me though than ever. He is the most humble I have ever seen him. Not that it really matters, but he is most definitely in the withdrawal/depression stage. Anger/blaming has left and I think he is facing the EXTREME damage that he has done.
I can't imagine looking at all that he has done.
The lives he has affected in a negative way.
I wonder if he will ever talk to me about it.........
Luv to all of you. I have so much respect for each and every one of you. Keep on with this journey and fight the good fight of faith. God is with you....
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
