Survived one month! Two significant things happened yesterday:
1. Ex brought D17 home and came in to check mail, etc. I asked a simple question re. a co-parenting issue. He made it clear he didn't want to be bothered and why was I asking. Last night I actually felt relieved that we were divorced because he was sounding like such an uncaring jerk!

2. Had a second job interview yesterday and may have a job offer soon. I feel like a new job that I can be passionate about will do much for my state of mind!