Writing things down, the lists, help me to move on with goals and thoughts. Otherwise, they are like a hamster on a wheel in my head. Same thing for me as the first time I express my thoughts verbally. I'm hearing the words for the first time and it helps me to own them. It's all a work in progress - many things will stay the same, others get tweaked and still others get completely modified.
A day can make so much difference. My wish list from yesterday - first time I put that out there - has already started taking a different form.
Sometimes I wonder if I know myself at all. Or maybe it's the environment that shifts, so I adapt. Yeah, that's the ticket.
Your writing strikes me as being so easy for you. The thoughts just flow, cohesive. It would take me hours to write what you put out in minutes. Amazing. Verbalizing is much easier for me. When I write, I'm backspacing, rewording and overall struggling trying to make sense. You manage to catch the feel/rhythm with your writing while I completely rely on inflection. It's all in the delivery with me...I should have done standup. You'd never know it from the way I write. I think it's because I have too much time to think as I write.