Then we go down to the waterpark an dhad a decent time, still trying not to but noticing all these dads palying with their kids.....That song reminds me that I am not special, that this person had a song with my husband - THen it was all I could think about how my focus is on making sure the A is over and H coming home but that I am not sure any of that would matter because it would require so much effort on his part to ever make me feel special or safe again and how can he do that if he doesn't even know if he wants to live here?
D did have a great time and got a new Webkinz which seems to be the most important part to her.
Neecy I am not going to be of much help today. I am having a lot of the same kinds of thoughts that you are having! I guess we all have those days and mess up on DBing or whatever, so hopefully tomorrow will be a new & better day.
I do suspect that a lot of the dads at the waterpark are maybe divorced dads too. I think a lot of people are in our situation also even though it seems like everyone else has an intact family sometimes.
I'm glad your D had a great time-my D8 loves webkinz too! I know way more about webkinz than an adult should!!! Karen
