I have been totally leaving her alone all week. Suddenly, at 6:15 am today, she called me just for some small talk. Updates on what's happening at work etc. We were both in a good mood. I ended the call, not her..."great to talk to you W, but I gotta run - we'll talk soon, bye!"
I don't feel as much sharp emotion about any of this as I did even 2 weeks ago. That has to be more healthy for both of us. Maybe I'm getting to where she is? Who knows....
She was surprised a little while ago when she mentioned that I was "waiting for her to make up her mind". I corrected her, that there is a BIG difference between being "open to reconciliation" and "waiting for someone".
