Help Me Act AS IF, Part 5

[newnamenewlife]

Hi Ingrid! I've been wondering where you've been. Glad to hear your H didn't move out after all. I'll have to see if you have a new thread to catch up on your situation.

The more I detach, the more it scares me because the S starts to seem inevitable. As day after day goes by with no attention from H, the more I start to lose hope. Tomorrow night the kids are staying at grandma's and it didn't even occur to me that H&I could go out since he has boycotted all one-on-one time. I made plans with my friends, as has been usual for the past few months, but it's starting to make me sad that that's my only option for Friday nights. I feel truly single lately and I hate it.