Oh sweetie I'm so sorry, this just sounds like an excruciatingly painful couple of hours, and I hate it that you had to experience it.
I hope you are slowly hour by hour starting to feel better. YOu have such good messages from everyone...angelica, jack, lissie, always and the rest, but just in case you missed the point, I wanted to say this one more time:
Originally Posted By: hopefloats7
It is very hard to see him so put together now, moving on, straightening out his life, but not wanting to include me in it ever again.
HOpe he is not "so put together", not at all, not one bit. People who are put together do not start new Rs with lies. People who are put together do not sit all by themselves, alledgedly punishing themselves, and then arrogantly decide to end a two-party R without inviting the other person's input.
He is not together, he is still in a selfish, stewing, MLC mess. JMO, LOL!!!!!
Really I am just so proud of you that you didn't lose it completely and pull out his hair...sitting there spouting that claptrap to your face! YOu win the award for self-control, sweetie.
Something really good is just around the turn for you, I know it. In the meantime, smooches and hugs.