How do they walk away?

[Treese]

So, I was thinking....well, I need to quit thinking....

so, I guess H will avoid me even more for a little while....last night I told him I missed him, and I wanted him to come home..

so, is this why he is so uncomfortable around me....he told me this but I thought it was because of what he has done to our family...I haven't talked about R for a very long time, I just had a weak moment, and he looked good last night...I wanted to touch him so after we took son to Arby's I said bye and reached my hand out to shake his hand, and he kind of slapped mine as to not touch his to hard...or he thought I was giving him five...

Oh well, blew it again....so.....I think I'll go shopping, that always makes me feel good....LOL!!!