Hugs and kisses to you all... I am soooo thankful for this place.
You are all right. Once I stepped away, I saw it all for what it was as actions speak louder than words. Back when I was hopeful over this situation, I would have never thought that we would become such different people. He is still able to reel me in (I have to work on this) but I have also gotten strong enough to stop before I react.
Cat- No doubt, it was a rat. The intention was to "bait and switch" me so that I give it up. Thank God that I did not fall for it. Close but no cigar.
Iwondertoo- It is soo funny that you caught that right off of the bat. I want out of this, I just can't seem to climb the wall to "escape".
Lissie- He will never do it so i decided that on our next shopping trip, they will take 2-3 days worth of clothes over there. I am doing it so as to prevent myself from being inconvenienced further by having to interact with him. One less thing but I have no doubts in my mind that he will look for something else to hound me about. Peace of mind, that is just it and I sooooo desperately need it for myself. I will be glad when this is over, the hanging on is just UNBAREABLE.
Always- Nothing changed. I just let him get in my head. He has done it many times over, in his quest to get some. Thank you for caring.
