GF - Wow that was some post... I'll try and answer everything you asked...
As far as finding something part time that would be difficult. I don't have anyone to watch my kids. It may be something I could do in the fall when my 5 yr. old goes to kindergarten, but not no now. Anyways, my time is spent working for the business.
I haven't read that book, I should order it though. I will today. Yes actuallly I do tell him I appreciate all he does, but the comment doesn't get returned.
Yes it is hard to just forget quickly, as he does. I've gotten better in the past, but all I look for from him when he gets that was is an apology, which I also don't get and that's what makes me crazy.
no, I don't do anything for myself right now.Its hard because my H works a lot and I don't really have anyone to watch them so im stuck. The only thing I do get to do is watch my tv show on Wed. nights.. that's about it. My H doesn't get to do anything for himself either, so we are in the same boat there.
Thanks for the post, it does help!!
Lwb, thanks for coming by... always great to see you..
Nocodes-- I know you understand and I will try and not let it get to that point.
Saffie - Miss you, ya know. You and my are both Leos.. let me ask what the heck is with the attention thing?? maybe you can answer this for me.
Ok Journaling...
He came home late last night, so no time to talk, S2 was asleep, but S5 was still awake, so I wasn't going to get into a heavy conversation with him at 930 at night, plus he was stuck inside an attic all day spraying, he was really tired.
Had a nice morning.. went smoothly, he actually held me for awhile this moring, which was nice for a change, but of course led to "other things"
This wkend he has a show to do, so he will be pre-occupied with that. But Im hoping maybe sometime this wkend we can get a couple hours alone.
thank you for all of your support...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.