For the guys with kids and a WAW

[hopeful4her]

Called WW at work to ask if she had gotten a graphing calculator for S14. I was told that she was already gone for the day. Mind was racing. I hate that. Wasn't sure if I should call her cell. I had found an index card last week in her car with the name of a lady, a phone number, April 24, 4:00, and a street name. I thought that it might be the name of an attorney. Never found out. I know she went to a meeting for work on that day, and she brought home some things from the meeting. Normally, her meetings will last past 5:00. I figured, if it was an appointmen, she didn't make it. I called her cell and got no answer. I'm thinking again. Too much. She called back and told me she was on her way to a benefits meeting for work. Felt better. Told her I would go to Wallymart and then home.
On my way home, WW called again to tell me she was out of meeting and would go to video store before going home.
I got home and went for a walk with my kids. WW came home while we were on our way back. I had bought some car mats for her car.
Tried watching a movie in bed but we both started to fall asleep.
No pursuing, just acts of kindness.

If it sounds like my posts seem boring and normal, that is kind of my point. Aside from no intimacy and her talking to OM, we seem so normal. I know it has to be me. Am I in denial? We take everything day by day. Maybe a shift towards R? Our last R conversation starting to make sense to her? I wish I knew.

At least I still have her and my kids at home.