Thanks for checking in on me. I'm actually in pretty good shape, all things considered. Taking one day at a time and just realizing that once the move is over and I respond to D papers, I'll be free to focus on myself and my PMA.
Honestly, reading W's journal from 9 years ago and realizing that a) she couldn't remain emotionally faithful to me for even 4 weeks when she was alone, and b) she has emotional problems/cycles that she isn't dealing with, has really helped me to let go.
I won't close the door completely but I now know that I can find a more committed partner and I'm not scared of not being with W. I wish her the best, but am glad I'm not going to be caught up in her lifestyle.
That said, I recognize that my own life has turned into a bit of a train wreck. Not on the public side, but privately, and it's time to put everything back in order. Counting the days to my move ...
