Well, she was down last night... We sat next to each other on the couch and text to each other for about an hour. She said she was thinking about stuff. I just offered her an ear if she wanted it. I have tried to not push, but at the same time make myself available to her. I told her that I was here for her and that nothing she could say or do would make me lover her any less. She said that she didn't want to talk about it, she just needed time to think about her feelings. I told her that was ok and that if she wanted to talk I was here to listen or offer a big hug. She seemed better this morning and told me she loved me when she left. Like you said, its her trip, I am just a passenger....

I think she is just so scared of getting hurt again by me and that she has major doubts sometimes. We had such a great week and weekend and now shes down again. I wish there was more I could do for her....