I'm doing quite well actually. Had a nice evening with D and woke up in a very calm pleasant mood. I think I'm finally getting the hang of this NC stuff and it isn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. Should've listened to everyone a long time ago instead of being so afraid to try.
I know what you mean about the anger keeping you grounded and with your goal. Your H should have some darkness from you though instead of assuming he can leave and still be chatty.
