Well, it didn't go as well as I would have liked; but I believe my expectations were too high. We hung out on the couch and watched TV. I held her hand and stroked her hair; but nothing was really reciprocated. At the end of the night, we exchanged hugs and a peck on the lips. As I walked her to her car, I gave her another hug and tried for another kiss. I went about 90%; but she moved her head and just hugged me. I know I was pushing it too much. Well, I will learn from my mistakes and move on.
after that fiasco, I am REALLY trying to just be an unconditional friend. My main emotion nowadays is just scared. I am scared that nothing I am doing is working to get her to change her mind. Today she meets with her lawyer to see what the next step is to proceed with the divorce. Also, she is moving out of the house on May 1st.
Thank you all for your support. HiC, you still out there?
