Get off the computer and make sure the kitchen and D's room are clean. Put on something cute/but like you are tackling cleaning/redecorating the house... hair up/in scarf? Mascara and lip gloss... you know.
Start redecorating your bedroom to make it into a sanctuary/hideaway girlie place for you. "Help" him by boxing up/piling neatly, some of his stuff to make room for your new arrangement. Be BUSY when he gets there.
No crying. You will db, you will db, you will db........
