Enjoying my life!!!

[kissak]

Thanks Mishka and Grace....I do deserve to be cherished. I am doing ok today.

Im trying to stay out of the drama.

I turned off my phones last night when I went to bed....didnt want him bothering me. I left home this morning without turning them on....when I got to work I did turn on my cell phone to vibrate....he had called bunches of time and sent messages saying he was trying to call and wanted to know if I was talking to him at all....then he goes with the guilt card...he said "I guess you arent talking to me and there goes listening to both sides".

I didnt reply and wont. Now he is more interested in talking to me than talking to the kids....they are at school and are fine. He knows I would call if there was a problem with the kids.

He is stewing because I wont answer my phone. He did text once and said that if I just werent talking to him just tell him.

DUH?

Im not playing this game. He will not manipulate me anymore.

Is it wrong of me not to answer or reply?

Last time i didnt answer his calls he actually had the OW text me to ask me to call him that he was worried.

Oh, let her texted me today....Got a sentence already in mind, goes like this "he would know where his wife is if he werent sleeping with the ***** down the street".

Oh, that wasnt very christian of me was it?

I have forgiven him. I forgive her too. I do pray for both of them every night...well maybe not her but definitly for him.

Im not bitter. Just tired of being hurt. Im just going to let God handle this mess.

I can be angry at them for now....but I do forgive. Always have.