I just learned a good lesson: Don't think about the past too much right now. Focus on NOW and the future. I saw our engagement picture, so I took a closer look at us. The tears started flowing.
On another note: I have been wearing a "Peace" wrist band for some time now. If I have bad thoughts(or actions) about W I move it to other wrist. I haven't moved it for several days. My mind slipped and I had bad thought tonight, so I moved it.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712