OMG!! I love what you wrote on your thread! I think it is PERFECT. I am so excited for you. Don't worry, I think dating is the right path for you. You are growing so much. Maybe you will look back at this period and think, wow, that crisis with H is the best thing that ever happened with me. Beth, you are getting ready for some amazing love with the man of your dreams, with H or not I don't know, but it is going to ROCK YOUR WORLD!!
if you don't want to go back and slog through all the posts, quick summary: -after 5 months of NC I started talking to my counselor and posting on the BB about how to make contact at the 6 month mark if I haven't heard from B yet -almost immediately, I get a note in the mail from B, with his copy of the key to my apt -i decide to call him a few days later, we have a very happy friendly light phone call for 6 minutes -3 weeks later, I call him again, we talk for 10 minutes, it's good, he asks if I'm around later -2 hours later he calls me back and we talk for 30 minutes.
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CRAZYYYYYCRAZYYYYCRAZZZZZZYYYYY
Now I am in the middle of end of classes/ finals and then I will be in NEW JERSEY for the first two weeks of JUNE which means I am going to try to meet up with him in NYC (he's in manhattan).
Are you anywhere near Chatham? That's where I'll be!! Would you want to rendezvous?? Just a thought.....
