I sort of feel like I am at a stand still. Nothing new, nothing seems to change. Which I guess is not all that bad. H has not been over yet this week. We are planning on doing something together saturday night "date night" I guess you could call it. I feel better than I have in days. I guess I have finally realized there is nothing I can do to change him or make him come he has to do this on his own. I believe that things will work out in the end I'm jjust learning to be patient. It appears that H is trying and we have a long long long road to recovery. It's the hurry up and wait game from here on out I think.
