I think if I had back then H would have been furious. I keep rehashing it with H. In the past I've had issues with trust and right now a 180 for me is to show trust and eventually feel trust.
To email her now would maybe make her think about what happened and it might have the opposite effect of what I'd want.
Quack quack!
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
